Conflicted

It's good for you, but it's not for me

like sitting in the sun without iced tea

because you can't really buy it here

without going into the shop with the guy with the beard

and i hope i don't sound racist, please don't comment

if you're easily offended, it's easily rejected

because nobody's perfect and nobody's listening

to the person with 'values' that's addicted to ritalin

and i might sound stupid and im not using grammar

but i know it exists, there's just no need for manners

because i'm writing on a blog and the internet will have me

i'm a student i'm getting this tax-free

and although that makes no sense i'm confident

that even if i lit incense

something about me would still fucking stink

and i've never seen hotdogs left in the sink

i don't know if thats an attitude or a culture

but i'm not waiting for an answer

i need more experience i'm not a good dancer

and i said this stuff if good for you

and maybe someday for me too

but it's to be expected, i don't need correcting

and i know you wouldn't, i'm not pretending

you're my best friend and if it works for you

i can't lie straight in front of you

and give encouragement and be there for it

without experience, my 'advice' - best ignore it

I've never been through it, don't give me the satisfaction

it's too fucking easy to have the reaction

i want to know how you're really feeling

but all i can go on is my stupid feelings

and it's really conflicted, it's really conflicted

and i can't stop typing coz i'm fucking addicted

and you won't know the tune, coz you don't know my head

and you'll never know my head

like i don't know yours

coz nobody's perfect

and you're life, yeah i don't deserve it

i'm not being angry, i'm trying to tell you

that whats working might only work for you

and that could change within five minutes

but i'm not going to bin it,

what you said, you make all the difference

you're hitting the jackpot

and why you'd relate to this fucking crackpot

i don't know, i don't know, but if you're going to, you know

i'm not being sarcastic, i was trying to tell you

just trying to tell you

that it's just so conflicted